Patterns

Well it has now been about 2 Months since beginning the relocation from South Carolina to Wisconsin. I can say that I can't get into a pattern here. Mostly because I am separated from my family. I truly find it amazing as I reflect how my family grounds me. I miss dynamic that family life offers. I have a a good chance to reflect upon myself. Which is not very fun because my flaws get magnified (which there are so many). I know this is good for me in some ways, but I am hoping that will change soon. I need to establish a pattern that is better that the one I am in now.